09 June, 2010

Comatose Confessions Part One(excerpt)

I have a really big heart. I care about people enough to hate most of them the way they deserve to be hated. I care enough to realize them for what they are. I'm looking in a world where truths are clouded and the inhabitants of it wouldn't be able to see those truths even if they weren't. The world is a dark place. Good for the optimists, always looking at "the bright side of things" but how long can they keep running from shadows? How long can you avoid the inevitable?

I have a hard time sleeping. I stay awake long enough not to care so much about anything. The more well rested I am, the clearer my thoughts become. Then comes the disgust. Then comes the anger. Then comes all the feelings of hopelessness and fear, blurring together. And then,

I drift away.

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